1. The space that allows my fingers to walk and wander and thoughts to be freed
2. The furry softness of morning puppy
3. Losing my cell phone and spending the day simply in time, not on time
4. Night runs in pre-autumnal bursts of wind
5. Cold, morning oranges you can unlock with your fingers in long peels of color
6. Honey at the bottom of a teacup, ready to overwhelm you with that last sip of grace
7. Letting go and practicing the breath, from the tips of teeth to the toes
8. Ginger and its ability to go with anything I desire to eat
9. Sand in toe crevices
10. Long drives and car phone charger and voices at the other end
11. A mother’s small voice to their childs ear
12. Winding roads that lead to bonfires
13. Harmonizing notes in holy woods
14. Sisterly voices and silences and shared heart cracks
15. Morning eyes squinting to light
16. Yoga to the Beatles beats
17. Broken heart spaces leading to lightness
18. Fall’s hiding place and the joy in the finding
19. Moccasins on pavement
20. Full-throated music coming out of open fingers
21. Salt tears that bring sunrise understanding
22. Moments for cleaning house
23. A roommate that shows you true colors
24. Terra cotta
25. Handmade cards of crayon
26. Guided pilates open chest heart full stretches that bring explosion
28. A room of friends, and prayer, and good food and an sink empty of dishes and full of grace
29. Metaphor upon upon metaphor and the other telling you the truth of your own words through theirs
30. Midnight gardens and bullfrogs singing
31. Pulling weeds in early summer hours
32. Beautiful weed bouquets in tiny hands
33. Family stories in an Irish pub
34. Beach wind and carried voices and a father’s smile
35. To hear and hold and let go
36. Dried flowers that have traveled in a plane and lived to tell the tale.
37. To love and be told it is enough
38. Anger that has passed into acceptance and understanding
39. Long, hard rain that resuscitates growth
40. A good hard knock to the pride
41. Sisters large sweater
42. That laugh
43. Still hoping, still holding on
44. The music melody of Tyler Lyle and break up albums
45. A playlist, all of them
46. Cranberry juice at Dakota Blue
47. That hair grows back
48. Holes in trees and treasures you find there
49. A gifted waffle maker
50. A single tear
51. Dancing when nobody is watching
52. Child’s pose
53. Dark mexican restaurants conversations and bland guacamole
54. Chai latte. Anytime.
55. The first crisp air and the way it catches your breath
56. Naming things
66. Mary Chapin Carpenter and a beautiful racket
67. The feel of a new bike and the first ride rush
68. That circle of park and its many conversations
69. A few months. I can say that.
70. Marking off that one thing I’ve been needing to
71. Forgetting and it’s okay
72. The way carpet looks after it’s vacuumed
73. That a light can have three levels of brightness
74. The drops that slide down the window pain
75. Second chance coffee shops
76. That I keep returning with new colors
77. Waking up
78. A cup of coffee is still healing
79. The ache in my ankles after a long run
80. Sharing whispers in darkness
81. Admitting loneliness and relishing it
82. Chili much needed
83. Wooden blinds
84. That baby’s smile when you dance
85. Sleeping on the train
86. Paint. Fingerpaint.